The Chronicles of PAIN #1
Tomorrow marks the 100 days of my uncle Samson's passing. tonight is the prayer service and tomorrow is the traditional "Daneh" which is where food that my uncle likes will be served. but due to problems and tension between my parents, grandma and aunts, my parents and I are not going. my parents have chosen to go to work instead. i really want to go but i'm scared. i'm scared that my aunt will do the same thing as she did on the funeral day. besides, my parents will scold me too. i don't know why my life is like this. when people are dead, they're still quarrelling.
i miss you uncle Samson. i still feel like i can walk into SGH and you'll still be there with your laughter and huge apetite. i really really really really miss you. you died in so much pain. i wish i could take it all away. why did you have to go? i pray that you are happy and peaceful wherever you are. i'll never ever forget all the times we shared together. the warmth of your hand still lingers on my hands. your voice still echoes in my head. the times where we used to go out as a family. but now it's just too late for anymore of that. you're gone. no one can bring you back. please don't forget me. i love you uncle Samson.my head hurts real bad. i feel weak. OUCH!
HEADACHE! PAIN!!! maybe its because common tests are coming and my mind is telling me to study but my body is not moving fast enough. therefore the next few lines are gonna be random. i don't know what to do. i think i better go and rest. Winston's recommendation of hard gay razor ramon videos on youtube.com is really sick yet entertaining. i'm happy with my GP Compre results! i'm second only to He Fan. Rain had a bad cold throughout the day. poor girl.
get well soon! and her sick story of her operation made me so
dizzy! i broke out in cold sweat and was down-n-out for maths. that was really embarrasing. what happened at the choir room on friday was really embarrasing too. why do i always stone at the wrong moment?! what is wrong with me?!
*+In Loving Memory of Uncle Samson+*
~You are the best from all the rest.~
