The Unemployed.
the day started as usual. watched tv and went for choir. it was only after choir that things went uphill. met the peeps at tanah merah mrt and we went to siglap and paced up and down the rows of shophouses before settling for dinner at the cafe cartel. hahaha. the guys were acting super gay! hahahaha. i also caught one of the mosquitoes which was attacking rain! was supposed to go visit my uncle in hospital after that but my mum said that he's sleeping and asked me to go home.
hmmm...as i figured, i did not get the job but zhihui did. i think its due to the fact that choir practice makes me generally unavailable on certain days? aiyah its ok. maybe i'll try out somewhere else. :) pris, winston and siwei are leaving tomorrow for the ODAC malaysia adventure camp. Bon Voyage to them! so cool la!
unfortunately, i think the malacca trip will be anything but fun. i don't think anyone understands. the feeling of being completely invisible, of being replaced. i don't belong there. everytime i attend choir, my heart sinks. i don't want to show it but deep inside the walls are like closing in. sigh. can't express it in words. the extreme loneliness gives me the feeling that i can plot to assassinate the whole choir! mwahahahahaha! ok i'm really getting ticked off now. i need to vent it elsewhere.
