new year's dinner was like the first time my family sat together for dinner in years! had good food and great fun counting down and playing with sparklers!
school has started and it's tests after tests for me. amidst all the routine, much confusion exists. weird feelings of anxiousness and anxiety start to build up and whirl me into a twisted, pathetic, helpless fool. i don't know what's going on. i'm sensing something. then again maybe not. maybe it's just me being sensitive as usual. why am i getting so flustered up?! crap! i don't know! i think i'm gonna drive myself insane soon. argh! what's everything supposed to mean? making matters worse, new stuff has surfaced. so confusing! ahhhh!!!! i don't understand! KNNCCB! please help me!!! i guess this is what school and stress does to me- playing mind games.
anyway, _____, the kids central celebrity is in my school for 1st 3 months. In reality her eyes are like
huger and she's much slimmer! i also saw jolene, my sjab junior!
i'm such a
sucker for love songs! they make my day so floaty and cloudy. there's only one MLTR song that's stuck in my head and i have it on repeat on my player all day for 2 months now. ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! spindrift should play it!
i love love songs! some parts of the song kind of describes how i'm feeling now. oh well.
