dang...i feel damn loserish and low self-esteemish. maybe i should quit stressing myself out and focus on other stuff like studying rather than being successful in the music industry. but then again i'm not good at anything else. what the heck, i'm not even good at music. i just wanna die. what am i good at? i'm sorry i keep ranting about this but i think my self-esteem is getting lower hourly. ROAR! i need links. i need to perform. i need a live gig opening. no but i'm not good enough. *smacks self* cry bitch cry! die bitch die! rahhh!!! i'm starting to hate myself.
okay thinking about it. i don't care how long it'll take or how many times i'll fail. i'm gonna make it there somehow, someday. and i swear that when i do, my band's music is gonna be way better than any fucking local band out there!!!
