life is starting to suck even more now. choir is getting increasingly stressful. spending the whole day in school almost everyday. i'm putting in my best effort. unfortunately my issues of confidence still persist. some people are so annoying until it becomes so damn funny to everyone. i'm not "enjoying it" and i'm so reflecting every second man. so much so i've no time to study or do my homework. i'm like lagging behind in all subjects. adding to it now i'm feeling emo. why does this have to happen all the time? not the first time. don't know how to restart. i'm missing jaspreet alot. let me go home coz everytime i try to fly i fall. somewhere the hurting must stop. somewhere over the rainbow...where trouble melts like lemon drops high above the chimney tops. when darkness turns to light it ends tonight.